In a recent cover story for Variety, Billie Eilish, the 21-year-old pop sensation, candidly discusses her sexuality, self-expression, and the challenges she faces regarding her femininity.
The "Bad Guy" singer revealed that she is both attracted to and intimidated by other women, acknowledging a struggle to connect with the label of a "girls girl." Despite her appreciation and genuine attraction to women, Eilish confesses feeling overwhelmed by their beauty and presence. Her past public relationships have primarily been with men, including her most recent with The Neighbourhood’s Jesse Rutherford.
Addressing past queerbaiting allegations in a 2021 interview with Elle, Eilish emphasized that her sexuality is a personal matter. Despite her openness in discussing her attraction to women, Eilish acknowledges the complexity of her identity and struggles with femininity.
In the Variety interview, Eilish expressed, “I’ve never felt like a woman, to be honest with you. I’ve never felt desirable. I’ve never felt feminine.” She goes on to admit the ongoing challenge of convincing herself that she is a "pretty girl," emphasizing that, despite identifying as 'she/her,' the feeling of being a girl has eluded her.
This heartfelt revelation provides a glimpse into Eilish's ongoing journey of self-discovery, grappling with societal expectations and her own evolving sense of identity.
